Those who say dey don't judge ppl, simply say dat to avoid being judged!!! Demselves!!
Dey would solely be 'born liars'....let me introduce such ppl to de NOW WORLD!! OUR WORLD,,,,where everyone and I mean everyone!, judges everyone!! Period!!
So next time u wanna get outta a situation where someone ask u, wht do u think!!! Don't gimmie dat excuse of, "Sorry, But I don't judge PPL!!!"
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Yeah i am RUDE!! But i aint me!!
If ppl cant tell de diff in being politically correct and being rude,,,,,den I rather let dem!! Cause being politically correct is one thing, and being "just urself" another!!! Thank fucking god; I aint atleast dat rude by not being me, but someone else!!!
De Invasion
I mean wht really happened here, did we just loose it??? De one and only grand knowledge of our land of Kama Sutra or seems like we have been invaded off it!!! Oh yes! We have been fucked once before by de Welch, but surely de Brit's meant only business and nothing more... I mean I haven't seen a single tit on our TV since Gandhi times...leaving aside our Kama alone... I mean if it's art, paint a picture...if its knowledge, have dat leisure to share it!!! But for sure if its GODz lose for only us humans to experience the divine pleasures of being human itself, making our gods shy in envy for not experiencing our orgasms..... den why let this knowledge vain down the Ganga drains ?????? bring it out, before the Indians forget completely how to fuck.... Indians just cant fuck any more!!! All dey know is how to reproduce and I feel sorry for us!!!!!!
SuperPower. my ass
I am a mere mathematician from core and im sorry to say if none of u’ll can actually calculate the variance from the very integrity on the soul question and but just be complacent of being debative about the topic with a selective few ignorant panel…. No offence Raghav!!! But let me be a bit more shining lighten on my so called harsh obligations….
Super Power?? Is dat a question to ask? I mean I know for sure to derive to 4, I would simply need to add or multiply 2 with 2 respectively and for sure we are just held bend on the fact dat wht derisive de previous 2??? I don’t need this panel or Raghav to tell me if we are a super power??? We know we are not!!! So der I have finished his book in a simple answer of “No” and why not??? cause someone some where is not doing his job!! Simple!!! I know for fact that china, Korea or any now well synced well economized country bothers about its Results!!! Super Power being a powerful word by itself!!! What results in a superpower? Economy, Infrastructure, GDP, Leadership, politic stability, government, education, health assurance??? NO!!! Sorry!!! But simply de urge to be a superpower!! De “4” and not what composite or just mere derivatives of “4”!!! If we wanted to be there we would have!! Although it is a good aspect of questioning our system!! If u would have to pass that mic around in the audience all would have resulted in a same answer of No We just cant!!! I mean for example… we have our legislative discussing their own salary hike which is not an embarrassment to themselves but to oneself too!! And not to mention the days of discussion and adjournment of the legislation and the paper matter wasted on TOI!!! China needs results and doesn’t care what gets “4” addition, multiplication or even subtraction!! Results!!! So if we are asking this question. SuperPower? Den who is and what is he or she doing about it? I cant sit here and write, debate, publish, market (With the help of CNBC ofcourse) whole day and still would never reach to an end of this discussion!! Questioning our governing body would just do more damages to our society dan any good!! To give u a simple example, Malaysia being an Islamic country, is far more advanced dan us in all matters, I mean Im not even beginning to differentiate our negatives of like infrastructure and etc. im simply talking about a fact of as simple as of a cleanliness in a governmental hospital, where here our fellow doctors have to take up the task leaving all the ills to die, which dey would somehow due to unhygienic diseases… I mean is it so hard to see and miss out on dirt at a FUCKING hospital atleast?? Should I even begin education or infrastructure? I mean where England rate health and safety and no1 priority which on de whole is a pain in der ass too, we don’t even get close to prioritizing it close to a dumpster or even our own beaches for that matter!!! Who should I Blame? Is de question all are asking??? Blame me!! Why de fuck did I step foot on the beach in the fist place!! Rite? And Mr. Raghav wants CNBC to setup a high profile panel to simply promote his book dat we are ten fucking close years to China!!! Malaysia is not even counted close to any of the third world county yet and still I know dey are way ahead of us!!! Now comes de million dollar question we all ask??? So wht can I do??? Absolutely nothing till the time you are asking dat question and everything if u are even thinking about answering it!!!
Wanna debate?? Den please make it worth ma while and not simply to share de publishing profit for someone who is comparing us to someone else, blindfolded!!
And Raghav my advice to u is… ur job is done and tata thank you but de answer to ur question on ur book cover is No and not even close, Thank you very much!!!! They say, never judge a book by its cover, I would say judge the writer instead! Its all about mentality and not barriers!!!
Super Power?? Is dat a question to ask? I mean I know for sure to derive to 4, I would simply need to add or multiply 2 with 2 respectively and for sure we are just held bend on the fact dat wht derisive de previous 2??? I don’t need this panel or Raghav to tell me if we are a super power??? We know we are not!!! So der I have finished his book in a simple answer of “No” and why not??? cause someone some where is not doing his job!! Simple!!! I know for fact that china, Korea or any now well synced well economized country bothers about its Results!!! Super Power being a powerful word by itself!!! What results in a superpower? Economy, Infrastructure, GDP, Leadership, politic stability, government, education, health assurance??? NO!!! Sorry!!! But simply de urge to be a superpower!! De “4” and not what composite or just mere derivatives of “4”!!! If we wanted to be there we would have!! Although it is a good aspect of questioning our system!! If u would have to pass that mic around in the audience all would have resulted in a same answer of No We just cant!!! I mean for example… we have our legislative discussing their own salary hike which is not an embarrassment to themselves but to oneself too!! And not to mention the days of discussion and adjournment of the legislation and the paper matter wasted on TOI!!! China needs results and doesn’t care what gets “4” addition, multiplication or even subtraction!! Results!!! So if we are asking this question. SuperPower? Den who is and what is he or she doing about it? I cant sit here and write, debate, publish, market (With the help of CNBC ofcourse) whole day and still would never reach to an end of this discussion!! Questioning our governing body would just do more damages to our society dan any good!! To give u a simple example, Malaysia being an Islamic country, is far more advanced dan us in all matters, I mean Im not even beginning to differentiate our negatives of like infrastructure and etc. im simply talking about a fact of as simple as of a cleanliness in a governmental hospital, where here our fellow doctors have to take up the task leaving all the ills to die, which dey would somehow due to unhygienic diseases… I mean is it so hard to see and miss out on dirt at a FUCKING hospital atleast?? Should I even begin education or infrastructure? I mean where England rate health and safety and no1 priority which on de whole is a pain in der ass too, we don’t even get close to prioritizing it close to a dumpster or even our own beaches for that matter!!! Who should I Blame? Is de question all are asking??? Blame me!! Why de fuck did I step foot on the beach in the fist place!! Rite? And Mr. Raghav wants CNBC to setup a high profile panel to simply promote his book dat we are ten fucking close years to China!!! Malaysia is not even counted close to any of the third world county yet and still I know dey are way ahead of us!!! Now comes de million dollar question we all ask??? So wht can I do??? Absolutely nothing till the time you are asking dat question and everything if u are even thinking about answering it!!!
Wanna debate?? Den please make it worth ma while and not simply to share de publishing profit for someone who is comparing us to someone else, blindfolded!!
And Raghav my advice to u is… ur job is done and tata thank you but de answer to ur question on ur book cover is No and not even close, Thank you very much!!!! They say, never judge a book by its cover, I would say judge the writer instead! Its all about mentality and not barriers!!!
Who.... u de smart ass!!!
Me; Yeah!!! Yeah!! Two fucking faced double standard hypocrite, NOfuckingONE trying to be EVERYfuckingONE!!!...
Devil In me; Now wht de fuck can I have so much so important to say bout maself Noone really cares bout ur whereabouts, huh??
Me; Ahh!! Den why not leave!! Peace keep!! And leave de speaking for me to accomplish, which really seems impossible with u around!!
Devil In me; for once I do certainly wish to ur commands, No!! But den whose gonna let des blissful ppl know dat, dat what a waste of "MA" time is to being nothing more important den being here!!!
Me; Why??? U fucking have something important to do, leaves 'me' at last; to say
Devil In me; why de fuck do u talk like u know it all, HHHHUUUUHHH!!!!!!! Wht u think dat makes u smart??
Me; Maybe not dat!! But certainly wht does make me smart is others being dumb and I for sure to think u oneofdem
Devil In me; Oh der U go again
Me; WE!!!
Devil In me; And den again!!! Hahahaha
Me; I told ya, for once we are here, and u for shit sake aint gonna let me steel de show rite???
Devil In me; And I thought I was de uninvited guest
Me; Oh PLEASE!!! BE MY GUEST!!! MAKE SURE TO BE A 'CHIEF' TO OUR GUEST!!! IF NOT INVITED
Devil In me; Yeah and U for sure a 'comedian show case'!!!
Me; Okay now where de intellegience in calling one ownself an OWN FOOL???
Devil In me; it is u, u fool, and please do begin for grammaticallycated own bloody fucked up fabricated linguistics
Me;huh???
Devil In me; u heard me
Me; wht do u mean
Devil In me; okay honestly, u suck at ur spellings big time,
Me; Our spellings!!!
Devil In me; Whteva!!! den comes ur self proclaimed grammatically fucktated ( would have added "tit"tated but neverthefuckingless humiliated unfucking Latinic, to de shiterature birth of English) idiom... do get dat in ur dicked head!!
Me; hahahahaha
Devil In me; wht is so funny funny guy???
Me; Who gave u de smart idea dat I WAS DE SMART ONE??? Huh
Devil In me; Wht do u mean
Me; ???????
Devil In me; So U mean " I am de smart one?????"
Me; Nah!! Just wanted to know de guy who told u so!! Must have been one hellofa smart guy to do so!!!
Devil In me; Now wht de fuck can I have so much so important to say bout maself Noone really cares bout ur whereabouts, huh??
Me; Ahh!! Den why not leave!! Peace keep!! And leave de speaking for me to accomplish, which really seems impossible with u around!!
Devil In me; for once I do certainly wish to ur commands, No!! But den whose gonna let des blissful ppl know dat, dat what a waste of "MA" time is to being nothing more important den being here!!!
Me; Why??? U fucking have something important to do, leaves 'me' at last; to say
Devil In me; why de fuck do u talk like u know it all, HHHHUUUUHHH!!!!!!! Wht u think dat makes u smart??
Me; Maybe not dat!! But certainly wht does make me smart is others being dumb and I for sure to think u oneofdem
Devil In me; Oh der U go again
Me; WE!!!
Devil In me; And den again!!! Hahahaha
Me; I told ya, for once we are here, and u for shit sake aint gonna let me steel de show rite???
Devil In me; And I thought I was de uninvited guest
Me; Oh PLEASE!!! BE MY GUEST!!! MAKE SURE TO BE A 'CHIEF' TO OUR GUEST!!! IF NOT INVITED
Devil In me; Yeah and U for sure a 'comedian show case'!!!
Me; Okay now where de intellegience in calling one ownself an OWN FOOL???
Devil In me; it is u, u fool, and please do begin for grammaticallycated own bloody fucked up fabricated linguistics
Me;huh???
Devil In me; u heard me
Me; wht do u mean
Devil In me; okay honestly, u suck at ur spellings big time,
Me; Our spellings!!!
Devil In me; Whteva!!! den comes ur self proclaimed grammatically fucktated ( would have added "tit"tated but neverthefuckingless humiliated unfucking Latinic, to de shiterature birth of English) idiom... do get dat in ur dicked head!!
Me; hahahahaha
Devil In me; wht is so funny funny guy???
Me; Who gave u de smart idea dat I WAS DE SMART ONE??? Huh
Devil In me; Wht do u mean
Me; ???????
Devil In me; So U mean " I am de smart one?????"
Me; Nah!! Just wanted to know de guy who told u so!! Must have been one hellofa smart guy to do so!!!
Finger fucks
I have observed quit few many times finger fucking being an expression of a mean fuck.... She would nevertheless never deny indulging in it....while my submerged penis into her vagina....enuff for her to be wet as I squeeze on of my finger too.... Oh yeah gives me the arousal too so should be wonders for her.... Although I would advise u not to use this ona virgin.... Would be utterly disaster's and could ruin ur sex day totally... de gal should be in a relaxed position to begin with... I personally like it while she is lying back faced on me... with her hands and legs in an attention position facing the ceiling and finger now ready to fuck while my penis takes a pitstop.... Oh and although that finger can take a rest for not leaving all the action and chancing roles for some to my penis as well... I love finger fucking her!!!!
No fabrication, lubrication only just pure penetration!!!!
No fabrication, lubrication only just pure penetration!!!!
Fork fucking to achieve an couple orgasms
No im not talking about how to make her cum...im sure u know how to do so at ur very best...im talking about u to experience one .... I do have a theory bout it saying how to achieve once twice thrice not possible...afterall we are men and not women....we do know our limits and always have one..... so how does one achieve this mythical belief of men not having, well I cant say multiple but maybe a couple orgasms.....by accident it came to my knowledge dat during climaxing in her, makes sure not to jerk at dat moment and just let u flow...even after u cum u shall be able to achieve another climax within another two or four mins..... ur dick would continue to have remained hard enuff to entire her vagina which for me is a much more goodenuff orgasm dan once...of course I wouldn't stand a chance for competing hers orgasms after one to many more to cum.... There is much more improvising needed and im still working on dat... I understand dat males cant tell de diff of mind over body which is stupid of us as blood can gush either to our penis or our head at a given time...but I think we need to plunge further and understand the similarity as difference are much too clear and much more talked bout just too overrated.... We do have one creator for starters... if we separate dem (mind and body) for a sec to tell the diff of feelings, I think we can know distract ourself by fork fucking to achieve that continues engagement of sex and some
more additional sex.... No more foreplay or afterplays... one whole episode of fork fucking seals de deal!!!...remember divide the mind from body and also remember the earlier shared experience is an excellent example in its offbeat....... From loosing de urge to loosing count
more additional sex.... No more foreplay or afterplays... one whole episode of fork fucking seals de deal!!!...remember divide the mind from body and also remember the earlier shared experience is an excellent example in its offbeat....... From loosing de urge to loosing count
Ash It
Stuck like the burning ash, waiting to be tapped but still hanging on for the cigarette to be jerked and to land on de floor. Like few secs before edging or should it be urging to commit suicide. Dying lying falling from de cliff onto the carpet which is cleaned in a blink by an abusive cancerian smoke head. Breezed away with its own smoke to be noticed by the dust present in its place...or I present in the way of dust. Not sure for how long would I.....or should I feel discomfort, for not long has it been till I become dust myself.... Betrayed or to betray is not what needs to be blamed but people shall take its blame.
Don't remember the day but remember the time while I switched on my office computer to notice her email lie, why is I ask to curse maself well again and again. Could I be different? Or should I? but I did be....and no sooner was I de dust myself.... And what I learned to teach maself not to hurt me but how to hurt others...SAME GOD DAMN SHIT AGAIN!!! Only diff being it is I who is not the smoke shunning away the ash into dust for it to hide above the carpet with the others underneath it....
Shall I call it revenge.....cant cause I don't have its cause but just a result in front of me.... A mind set to be dishonest or disfigured with not much of a distance between both... would want to do good but with a thought haunting me for life doing nothing but ashing me day by day....
How can I bring this forward how can I put an end how can I ask for a quit smoker not pulling me under the edge, pleading me to pledge, staring for horror to smoke another cigarette..... I CANT CHANGE.... Can it be this lights the cause or is it that stubs be bud....i don't know..... how can I was young wonderable dumb stupid but how different do I feel now???? Just aged to over time loosing enuff time over thoughts....
Not sure wht I hide from or wht I hide? Its been for long since I have cried..... same day being the last before I have shed another tear in my life ever again.... Now for sure I should have but still cant feel my eyes to have the sympathy which others also dint have....minding me to control my emotions for de inner me..... wht should I do where should I go where should I be where should I look where should I where should I where should I??????
Was it her yes has always been to go and come like rains of seasons like light of night like bats of darkness like thoughts of a song like a tear of..............me........
Would she stay no she wont as I never did try never did want never did know never did choose never did nothing to keep her alive for me to know her never did I ASK!!!!
Why should I do such a thing why should I not ask??? Why should I let her choose if I had no choice of my own why should I not???????
GUESS IT DAT TIME
Yeah the time has come de time when no one or no god existence is needed or wanted.... When fears overwhelm de thoughts of regret over obligations de time when each sec counts its needle for a tick...de time which was never meant to tick never invited never thought and never forgot......nor can I control nor can it change, nor it can be deleted of my mind to find a new and better whtever...... fucking all dat for nothing is de only thought arising on and off in my mind to see all for what and nothing is dat only thing prevails...god bless everyone except de one soul which matters to me...MINE...lol oh dint know god anything to do with that...can I cry no I cant can I die did try it once....death over this??? No worth dying nor worth living with.... How do I pass this AGAIN... a journey so familiar so clear now dat my future seems like ma past but just seems like present too far...
End de fucking story
Cause I don't want to I feel fucking safe in de loss of her dan loosing someone else would want her to know dat too...but she still wouldn't care....why do I....maybe I don't too cause care for someone de one needs to be der....
Don't remember the day but remember the time while I switched on my office computer to notice her email lie, why is I ask to curse maself well again and again. Could I be different? Or should I? but I did be....and no sooner was I de dust myself.... And what I learned to teach maself not to hurt me but how to hurt others...SAME GOD DAMN SHIT AGAIN!!! Only diff being it is I who is not the smoke shunning away the ash into dust for it to hide above the carpet with the others underneath it....
Shall I call it revenge.....cant cause I don't have its cause but just a result in front of me.... A mind set to be dishonest or disfigured with not much of a distance between both... would want to do good but with a thought haunting me for life doing nothing but ashing me day by day....
How can I bring this forward how can I put an end how can I ask for a quit smoker not pulling me under the edge, pleading me to pledge, staring for horror to smoke another cigarette..... I CANT CHANGE.... Can it be this lights the cause or is it that stubs be bud....i don't know..... how can I was young wonderable dumb stupid but how different do I feel now???? Just aged to over time loosing enuff time over thoughts....
Not sure wht I hide from or wht I hide? Its been for long since I have cried..... same day being the last before I have shed another tear in my life ever again.... Now for sure I should have but still cant feel my eyes to have the sympathy which others also dint have....minding me to control my emotions for de inner me..... wht should I do where should I go where should I be where should I look where should I where should I where should I??????
Was it her yes has always been to go and come like rains of seasons like light of night like bats of darkness like thoughts of a song like a tear of..............me........
Would she stay no she wont as I never did try never did want never did know never did choose never did nothing to keep her alive for me to know her never did I ASK!!!!
Why should I do such a thing why should I not ask??? Why should I let her choose if I had no choice of my own why should I not???????
GUESS IT DAT TIME
Yeah the time has come de time when no one or no god existence is needed or wanted.... When fears overwhelm de thoughts of regret over obligations de time when each sec counts its needle for a tick...de time which was never meant to tick never invited never thought and never forgot......nor can I control nor can it change, nor it can be deleted of my mind to find a new and better whtever...... fucking all dat for nothing is de only thought arising on and off in my mind to see all for what and nothing is dat only thing prevails...god bless everyone except de one soul which matters to me...MINE...lol oh dint know god anything to do with that...can I cry no I cant can I die did try it once....death over this??? No worth dying nor worth living with.... How do I pass this AGAIN... a journey so familiar so clear now dat my future seems like ma past but just seems like present too far...
End de fucking story
Cause I don't want to I feel fucking safe in de loss of her dan loosing someone else would want her to know dat too...but she still wouldn't care....why do I....maybe I don't too cause care for someone de one needs to be der....
Not Me, Me
Depiction
I don’t know where to begin but I do know when to end…wht is dat u really wanna read about??? Wht is dat I really wanna write bout?? Still working on dat…
Never may know who or what does eventually come outta of such an expedition. Is it for necessary to always enhance ur vocabulary while u convey ur thoughts in words or simply to distinguish oneself from an avg ‘John Doe’..Who knows..???
I have a different take on the same though; of more or less leaving it for the reader to decide and not having a controlled agenda every time one sits to describe or illustrate (right click on describe for synonymous) his or her vision or so called hazed dusty blurry voices in de head converted to hard hearted words of conviction. So be it…
So now since the ice is hard sledged broken …. Its time we set aside all others and walk along to a path or reality, a path simply so less confusing to a knowledge of unlimited bliss and unconditional satisfaction… the very simple and easily misunderstood happiness…
Now I aint here to give lessons on how to achieve dat, m simply to let de smart ass decide for urself…U…but for sure I am gonna show ur guideness on how to keep u in safe hands for u to slip when ever u wanna without the fear of gripping back…
Okay to begin with…please I would like u to simply distinguish urself with aspects of ur controlled and uncontrolled self… and make sure to peruse a complete controlled environment just for this story or for a while… to do so u need not go to the extend to taking losing control…in other words having it and den loosing it… just wouldn’t work…
All u have to do first is to accomplish ur inner self to be communicated with your outer… HOW??? Shall find out….
Emotions
To most of you’ll it’s a simple but complicated issue concerning, dat not only gets u agitated but also leaves u wanderable to many, including self.. to simplify this further, we have to jump to a point of alienating just to justify or simply to judge ourself..HOW????
Okay what exactly are you composed of?? Sufferings, unjust, unattended, inconsiderate, unloved, undesired, bull shit and some more bull shit… now no offence but whtever puts u off is simply a time for an emotion exhibition ….where we lay for sale our best and unbest of emotions for all the walk inns we have followed…
Emotions are personal and compared to a sleeping snakes…now u can very well have been slapped by someone close or unclose which would generate enuff energy to light up this town for 2 generations, but do u wanna get der????? Knowing which snake needs to be risen and knowing which snake for urself is de most active in any and every subjective emotional episode of yours… u maybe best know for calm patient, angered agitated, fussing frowned, to a unexpressive emotional swallow head… but lets be real!!! der is no ways u aint a compacted with a set of all fuking emotions like all of us… so to clarify and to get to the point, if u have been bombarded with emotions, which is usually de case for arising DE deadly snakes…emotions augments’ emotions…. U would know which emotions u have been thrown upon and which to identify dat is might be an essential in each and every relationships..be it any!!!!!!!ANY!!!!!!!!!!!!…
So now since Hiroshima begins it descend towards the soon hell burning down… u need to know wht emotions dat have been featured…now understand ur snakes are pretty active specially some of the specific onez, which have been known to bitten the soul of the devil too…. Control them and make sure u only unleash the same snake not to fight but could also be to assist those snakes, a journey of two through the rough terrain… so an emotional situation handled better if u know wht seems to be de problem and not creating some unknown more ones too… fear with fear, hate with hate, concerned with concerned, sadness with sadness, but if u try to mix them up den all… u shall see a snake farm where no one would wanna step.. so if u confuse sadness with irritation or even sometimes humor with annoyance, u simply have raised a war zone for oneself….
Human and women specially get away with this claiming it to be mood swings…of course the million dollar question arises of how to identify another souls emotional instability…more important is to stabiles oneself…YOURS!!!!
Chaos
Yes I am aware of such factors arising all the time in emotions!! I mean I can see it on ur face already now if u have read so far!! But believe u me, its not dat simple for me either!! For once mastered it can make me look like a fool all over again!! But its worth de try and more importantly knowing it.,..
Actions are a mere simple results of any deviations of emotions or even controlled one. To begin with I would say focus but I would be lying to you if I would confuse focus with an emotion on the whole and knowing actually it not!!!.. so don’t just be urself!!! But wht makes urself you is de key question or should I say de key answer!! Yes as de topic justifies it can and should be confusing, otherwise I would not have written three pages on it just for u to simply read it!! I would have closed the discussion even before it started.. but simple aint any simple anymore..
So Chaos?? Huh? Dats sounds fake… well my boss always said once dat he read in some book written from the writer to the writer’s son.. if u not brave, den fake it and thou shall be!!! I guess now I know where my bosses fake intellectuality came from!! Lol!!!so why lie?? Cause its still u and only u would know…. Emotional confusion can be confused with being played with onez emotions too… Yes!!! ur own!!! Hiding it can eat u up like an corrosive rock under the sea.. Hurts less to the swimmers above!! But faking it!! Ahhh now u know where we getting at!! Emotional strength is not only attractive but also admired amongst all!!! Ofcourse it’s a diff story all together for loved ones which I would cover sooner or later or never!! But now de most important of all is not confusing faking by controlling!! Dey are visibly miles apart and would always be u ending up not resulting in u…. so why fake it??? Why control it??? Why show it?? Why regret it?? Why???? Just fucking why????
Oh come on who would u be fooling faking it??? Huh??? U would do more harm dan good…. Like the second bad apple in the basket knowing not ur fault but here to start the whole fucking clut of now known to be compared by that first apple always and never move on!!! Why?? To understand!!! And know ur sides if u have any left or more to explore…. Good in a way but dangerously damaging close to a good or a very very bad scary thought!!! Can we bring the focus back on wht we are and wht we are not to closed down to I don’t care at dat point of contact of me not being me no more…. Dat for sure is still me rite??? I still am in flesh and blood taking no more no for any answers!!!!
Don’t worry once we would have cover this chapter it would begin to take shape…. Like when dey make sculptures out of an hard ice…dey for sure consider the fact that after a slight melt in the ice it would shine none less dan a diamond in its original form….. understand do not consider for consideration is a mere perception if it is one for himself!!!
Dodging
Yeah!!! Just like de one in red screaming down an European road by the beach…. Dodge Viper!! Sweet aint it!!
I don’t know where to begin but I do know when to end…wht is dat u really wanna read about??? Wht is dat I really wanna write bout?? Still working on dat…
Never may know who or what does eventually come outta of such an expedition. Is it for necessary to always enhance ur vocabulary while u convey ur thoughts in words or simply to distinguish oneself from an avg ‘John Doe’..Who knows..???
I have a different take on the same though; of more or less leaving it for the reader to decide and not having a controlled agenda every time one sits to describe or illustrate (right click on describe for synonymous) his or her vision or so called hazed dusty blurry voices in de head converted to hard hearted words of conviction. So be it…
So now since the ice is hard sledged broken …. Its time we set aside all others and walk along to a path or reality, a path simply so less confusing to a knowledge of unlimited bliss and unconditional satisfaction… the very simple and easily misunderstood happiness…
Now I aint here to give lessons on how to achieve dat, m simply to let de smart ass decide for urself…U…but for sure I am gonna show ur guideness on how to keep u in safe hands for u to slip when ever u wanna without the fear of gripping back…
Okay to begin with…please I would like u to simply distinguish urself with aspects of ur controlled and uncontrolled self… and make sure to peruse a complete controlled environment just for this story or for a while… to do so u need not go to the extend to taking losing control…in other words having it and den loosing it… just wouldn’t work…
All u have to do first is to accomplish ur inner self to be communicated with your outer… HOW??? Shall find out….
Emotions
To most of you’ll it’s a simple but complicated issue concerning, dat not only gets u agitated but also leaves u wanderable to many, including self.. to simplify this further, we have to jump to a point of alienating just to justify or simply to judge ourself..HOW????
Okay what exactly are you composed of?? Sufferings, unjust, unattended, inconsiderate, unloved, undesired, bull shit and some more bull shit… now no offence but whtever puts u off is simply a time for an emotion exhibition ….where we lay for sale our best and unbest of emotions for all the walk inns we have followed…
Emotions are personal and compared to a sleeping snakes…now u can very well have been slapped by someone close or unclose which would generate enuff energy to light up this town for 2 generations, but do u wanna get der????? Knowing which snake needs to be risen and knowing which snake for urself is de most active in any and every subjective emotional episode of yours… u maybe best know for calm patient, angered agitated, fussing frowned, to a unexpressive emotional swallow head… but lets be real!!! der is no ways u aint a compacted with a set of all fuking emotions like all of us… so to clarify and to get to the point, if u have been bombarded with emotions, which is usually de case for arising DE deadly snakes…emotions augments’ emotions…. U would know which emotions u have been thrown upon and which to identify dat is might be an essential in each and every relationships..be it any!!!!!!!ANY!!!!!!!!!!!!…
So now since Hiroshima begins it descend towards the soon hell burning down… u need to know wht emotions dat have been featured…now understand ur snakes are pretty active specially some of the specific onez, which have been known to bitten the soul of the devil too…. Control them and make sure u only unleash the same snake not to fight but could also be to assist those snakes, a journey of two through the rough terrain… so an emotional situation handled better if u know wht seems to be de problem and not creating some unknown more ones too… fear with fear, hate with hate, concerned with concerned, sadness with sadness, but if u try to mix them up den all… u shall see a snake farm where no one would wanna step.. so if u confuse sadness with irritation or even sometimes humor with annoyance, u simply have raised a war zone for oneself….
Human and women specially get away with this claiming it to be mood swings…of course the million dollar question arises of how to identify another souls emotional instability…more important is to stabiles oneself…YOURS!!!!
Chaos
Yes I am aware of such factors arising all the time in emotions!! I mean I can see it on ur face already now if u have read so far!! But believe u me, its not dat simple for me either!! For once mastered it can make me look like a fool all over again!! But its worth de try and more importantly knowing it.,..
Actions are a mere simple results of any deviations of emotions or even controlled one. To begin with I would say focus but I would be lying to you if I would confuse focus with an emotion on the whole and knowing actually it not!!!.. so don’t just be urself!!! But wht makes urself you is de key question or should I say de key answer!! Yes as de topic justifies it can and should be confusing, otherwise I would not have written three pages on it just for u to simply read it!! I would have closed the discussion even before it started.. but simple aint any simple anymore..
So Chaos?? Huh? Dats sounds fake… well my boss always said once dat he read in some book written from the writer to the writer’s son.. if u not brave, den fake it and thou shall be!!! I guess now I know where my bosses fake intellectuality came from!! Lol!!!so why lie?? Cause its still u and only u would know…. Emotional confusion can be confused with being played with onez emotions too… Yes!!! ur own!!! Hiding it can eat u up like an corrosive rock under the sea.. Hurts less to the swimmers above!! But faking it!! Ahhh now u know where we getting at!! Emotional strength is not only attractive but also admired amongst all!!! Ofcourse it’s a diff story all together for loved ones which I would cover sooner or later or never!! But now de most important of all is not confusing faking by controlling!! Dey are visibly miles apart and would always be u ending up not resulting in u…. so why fake it??? Why control it??? Why show it?? Why regret it?? Why???? Just fucking why????
Oh come on who would u be fooling faking it??? Huh??? U would do more harm dan good…. Like the second bad apple in the basket knowing not ur fault but here to start the whole fucking clut of now known to be compared by that first apple always and never move on!!! Why?? To understand!!! And know ur sides if u have any left or more to explore…. Good in a way but dangerously damaging close to a good or a very very bad scary thought!!! Can we bring the focus back on wht we are and wht we are not to closed down to I don’t care at dat point of contact of me not being me no more…. Dat for sure is still me rite??? I still am in flesh and blood taking no more no for any answers!!!!
Don’t worry once we would have cover this chapter it would begin to take shape…. Like when dey make sculptures out of an hard ice…dey for sure consider the fact that after a slight melt in the ice it would shine none less dan a diamond in its original form….. understand do not consider for consideration is a mere perception if it is one for himself!!!
Dodging
Yeah!!! Just like de one in red screaming down an European road by the beach…. Dodge Viper!! Sweet aint it!!
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